I love seeing all of the Reunion activity in the "Latest Comment" section.

Today while driving home from school I told my boyfriend that I can't see myself getting old, and becoming an adult.  Thus causing me to believe that I will die an early death. I really don't think I'll live long enough to get married or have children.  Calm down, I'm not suicidal or anything.  I just can't imagine being around, settling down, getting old enough, to do these things.

Lately I've been having to explain my course of attack towards the next few years of life to many different people. It makes me feel bad because I've been lying to all of them.  Who knows if I actually will "finish getting my AA at Community College, go to the University of South Florida in Tampa, and major in radiology".  To be honest I can't see myself being around to even finish that. 

People tell me to take it a day at a time. 

I just can't seem to do that anymore.